Starting a New Life, in an eternal Dream, or is it a living nightmare...

Starting a New Life, in an eternal Dream, or is it a living nightmare...

Friday, January 6, 2017

1:13PM - The new year is progressing..yay

So. I got a raise this week. A full dollar raise. Actually shocked with the many times my manager and i but heads. My budgeting is getting better. I am still kinda upset but its getting better. I also regret canceling my gym membership... and just may re-sign up. I feel like thid year is going to be full of surprises. :3

(Pet the fox)

Sunday, January 1, 2017

9:44PM - 2017 is the year. Hopefully.

wow. Thank you Anthony for talking to me today. Its 2017. Day 1 of a new year. and thanks to that suggestion i am back here to post. it is almost 15 years later. Man have i changed a lot. Yet still fighting some of the dame battles I once was. I'm sure those will be brought to light sooner or later. but it feels nice to write again. 2016 sucked. I'm sure it sucked for a lot of people. but i am starting this year off in the right direction. Or so i thought. Here i am sick as a dog laying here. wasted most of my day sleeping and thinking. I am staying single for a while, i need time to work on myself. I start my new school soon. I am super excited. and The mountain of debt i am in is getting smaller, ( tho the new school is probably going to make it worse) Hopefully i can move out finally and be on my own soon. I guess time will tell. I thought about making a super long post about back story and leading up to everything but that would defeat the purpose of starting the new year anew. That chapter is closed. Everything leading up until i fell asleep last night. i am gonna leave alone i guess. i will embellish more if it comes to it but for now. i'm ready for this year. Bring it on.

Current mood: drained

(Pet the fox)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

9:33PM - Memory lane offically closed... for now

I noticed this has been a bad chapter in my life that I don't want to remember since a lot has happened since my last post. Me and Kaleb broke up. I moved back home. We no longer talk. few months later I dated another guy. He disappeared on me and then broke up with me 2 weeks later. I ended up having a long distance relationship with dobu for a little while (no one expected that, not even me). I just noticed these events are out of order after me and kaleb but its ok all is pretty much the same. Now currently i've been single for almost a year. I got a new job, i'm a manager at a doggy day care. I am currently wondering what to do with myself. So yeah theres the 2011 recap. Yay me.

Current mood: tired

(Pet the fox)

Sunday, December 13, 2009

1:02PM - My December

well December has always been the month for me that gives me the most happiness. Usually. Really hard for me to be depressed in december. This year also ends up that way. I has a guy coming up to steal me away for my birthday. I really need the trip and I'm really glad he thinks i'm worth the effort. Yes a guy will always tell you, your worth it but when a guy actually shows it. It amazes me. I feel appreciated and loved to no end. What will come of this little birthday trip? I dunno. We'll see!

I'm really looking forward to it. I know he knows it but I really don't know what will come of it.

I finally told Jt i don't see us getting back together. I could be wrong I mean... he could be my everything some day but right now, with the way he hurt me, I just think its best to see other people. If my heart brings me back to him then I know it was ment to be. If he doesn't then I guess it wasn't ment then. In the end tho he will always be my best friend. Thats just something I can't ignore. I do love having him around, he always makes me smile. Even if i'm pissed off at him. Speaking of which, Think i'll text him right now lol.

Work has been a drag lately. I have actually been thinking about looking at another shelter because Angel is driving me insane. The rules for things are so backwards its retarded. I dunno what I'm gonna do but will see where fate takes me! Well i'm at work updating and not supposed to be. so gonna head out!

(Pet the fox)

Saturday, December 5, 2009

9:12PM - big update before the new year!

Uh.. kinda lied. Its not really that big. Been sick as a dog. Been taking care of sick dogs. I dunno. Finally coped with the single life. So all is happy. Me and nicole have been spendin time together more then ever. Feels nice to have a friend from work who you can relate to! and do stuff with!

um. might see some improvement in getting my stuff back. So will have to keep ya posted on that!

um...... not much else to say. I'm alive. Thats really about it!

Current mood: blah

(Pet the fox)

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